Posted on May 11, 2010 - by Morgan Howard
Will the Cornelia Marie be back on Deadliest Catch?
“Is the Cornelia Marie coming back next year?”. This is one of the most popular questions posed to me these days. My answer is, “I don’t know – it’s up to the Discovery Channel”.
However, during the CatchCon “deckhand panel”, Josh Harris made a public statement that took on that question. I don’t have the transcript, but to paraphrase, “We’re working hard to take over the Cornelia Marie and keep it on the show”. This statement drew a huge round of applause from the hundreds of fans in the room.
I thought the “Deckhands Panel” during CatchCon was the most fun part of the whole day. The group was very lively, honest and funny. You definitely got an idea of what happens “behind the scenes”. I still have many photos and interviews I will share in the future.
Meanwhile, be sure to tune to Tuesday night’s new episode where Jake gets in trouble with the old man.
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June 2, 2010
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L.K. Ferguson said:
I found out late about Capt. Phil’s passing and was shocked. Even though I never had a chance to meet any of the crew, it was like losing a member of my own family in a way. Boys, I lost my own father a few years back and understand your loss. I’m just 3 years younger than your Dad and have boys your age. Honor your father by doing everything you do to the best of your ability, they way you feel he would want you to. May God bless you and the rest of your family and crew. Your dad will be missed but not forgotten. Good luck and keep fishing.
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Wil said:
I, like a dumbschmidt just found out last week about Phils passing as well, I was totally shocked, found it on celebrity passing of 2010, boy am I behind the times or what, a couple of other deaths I didnt know about either, but anyway, yall were my most favorite out of the entire fleet to watch, I like the family environment of your dad and each of you brothers on board. And although yall got on each others nerves at times, family will always be family. I have often wondered, for over a week now, who would take over the boat if, heaven forid, your dad passed away, (WAY TOO SOON BTW) Because I remember your dad saying in one episode that Jake was ready, that you (jake) were ready to be a King and Opelio (hope I spelled that right..lol) Crab Fisherman, and that Josh was right behind you and only needed two more seasons tops to be ready as well. So Im left wondering who will skipper the boat and if your dad shared his “secret” spots with you, if he had any, and what was gonna happen. I dont know if you Jake have this in your blood or not, I often found that you were undecided about if you wanted to be a kc or oc fisherman or not, Josh I think, unless Im mistaken that you DO want to carry on the family tradition of fishing in the bering sea, but either way your dad was my most favorite captain on the show, keith of the wizard beings my least favorite, hes a big mouth, and was glad to see capt johnathon knock him on his caboose, rofl. But anyways, I feel for you as I lost my father last year and know EXACTLY what its like, the pain never goes away, but it DOES subside eventually, so hang in there and I hope you both continue on with your fathers legacy of being a Bering Sea Elite Crab Fisherman like your dad. Either way I wish you both the best in what EVER it is that you decide to do, you both rock in my book, especially you Josh, the less smart assy one…lol jk Jake, you both rock. I wish you the best.
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Wil said:
Wow, guess I should have read the posts before I made mine, but I reiterate my posting of IF you boys choose to come back, great. If not, if the pain is too much, thats ok too, TOTALLY UNDERSTANDABLE! Take your time, no rush, grieve as you must, for as I stated above, I lost my father as well. To all the posters who shared there loss with the boys, I can relate as well and hopefully the boys will appreciate it.
To familyfriend? if you even really ARE there family friend, which I have serious doubts about, because the odds are greater that your just some hating idiot expressing your OWN opinion and USING them as a tool to do it!, I agree with the poster that said STFU!!
To those who wished for the boys’ return, it HAS been 4 months since the loss, but Im sure it is still fresh with the family as something like this eventually subsides but not quickly, and although the support and encouragement is warranted, I agree with SUPPOSED familyfriend in that the BOYS need to take there time, deal with the loss, grieve as much as possible, and then decide what to do, whether or not to come back or not. Either way, yall rock in my book like I said in my last post and I wish you the BEST in WHATEVER it is that you decide to do.
Good luck yall.
P.S. No I DIDNT know Phil only had a 25% share in the boat, I thought he owned it. But not surprising as that part of the business is none of the publics business so therefore its not surprising that alot of people including myself wouldnt know that.
But anyways good luck, god bless, and may yall have massive success in what EVER it is yall decide to do.
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Denny said:
We will miss Capt Phil driving through the park in his red vette. What a character and wonderful person. Hope you boys continue his legacy. God bless.
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Glenda said:
Like many other fans, I’ve followed, still miss, and heart still hurts. Love the show, and all the skippers, but the crew of CM, the boys are close to my heart
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Kenna said:
The Cornelia Marie and Northwestern are my favorite. I loved watching Phil, Josh, and Jake. I literally tear up every time I see a picture of Phil and my heart aches for Josh and Jake. I wish I could be there for them.. as strange as that sounds.. because I am just one person among millions of fans.. There is no doubt in my mind Phil is watching over them.
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josh said:
I’m the shows biggest fan.Yall are my fav!!!!!!! I hope yall keep fishing.
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June 2, 2010
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Sarah said:
Hey Jake and Josh,
My deepest condolences. I lost a child a year ago. She was four. We knew it was coming quickly, though. Truly, having a father for 20+ years entails much more grief, but eventually whenever you think of your passed loved one, the memories will stop mainly being that of “They’re gone. I remember every detail of that night/day.” It’ll eventually start just being happy, without necessarily turning to sadness. For example, I can think about how cute she could be without ending up sad. Truly, you will experience that, too. You guys are awesome, you’re tough as nails, keep going! Godspeed to your aspirations and adventures!
Sincerely,
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Shanon said:
Loved Phil. Had a dad just like him and I never really encountered another person as transparent and real until watching Phil. His spirit will sustain you boys as my father’s has me. Our dad’s were a dying breed of men that were not afraid to be men. Keep the faith and live each day like its your last.
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Hamilton,Ont fan said:
I keep hearin stuff from Cornelia Marrie Devlin like she has the bigger share in the boat like we care your boat aint a celebety it was all captin Phil and the crew we respect and miss not your stupid boat if your boat sank the guys would get another they make the show not the boat.your boat aint a celeb lol and without the boys running it you boat aint worth squat
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Glenn said:
Jake and Josh
I’ve watched you and the Cornelia Marie over the last 4 seasons of Deadliest Catch and I’ve enjoyed each and every time you’ve been featured on the show. I was saddened to hear of your father’s passing and on behalf of myself and my family I want to express our sincerest condolences on your loss. He was a great man who was taken from us way too soon. It was always fun to see how things were going on board when they showed you all on deck. I know that he is watching you from above and that when you leave town to go fishing again he will be in the wheelhouse watching with a giant smile on his face. May god watch over you and all those who fish for the Deadliest Catch. And for Capt. Phil, May you rest in peace and know that everyone that knew you and saw you on the show will miss you and we will never forget you
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Ash said:
Jake and Josh,
I truly hope to see the Cornelia Marie back on the Deadliest Catch. If not, I’m afraid my own father will not watch it anymore. He and I looked up to your father and thought he was the best captain we had ever seen. He knew when to separate work and play, but never let anything dangerous happen to his crew. The loss of a parent is always the hardest and I wish you the best through this hardship. I will be waiting in anticipation for the next season. I better see you two bickering on the Cornelia Marie! :)
Rest in peace Capt. Phil. You were an influence and hero to many. Also, an amazing father.
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kathy said:
please, if anyone from discovery channel
reads any of this -if jake and josh want to continue-please let them stay on and continue the series with them. there is not a deadliest catch series without the cornelia marie and the boys!
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Sharon said:
Hi, Jake and Josh. I am very sorry for your loss. I just lost my Mom and Dad not long ago and feel your sorrow. I love the show and watch every week. Hope you continue your Fathers Legacy and keep the boat afloat. You need to stay close to each other and keep his memory in your hearts. He will be in every fans heart and be thought of and sadly missed. Take care of each other and keep the family close to your hearts. Please let your Mother know how sorry and sad all we fans are and will pray for her. Stay Strong….
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Jon said:
Josh and Jake, sometimes the months following a death are harder than immediately after. Take heart, as time truly will ease your pain by much. Be the best men you can be, that’s what your father would want his legacy to be, and count your blessings that you had him as long as you did in a job as dangerous as his. I also wish you luck and hope you continue to fish…but most of all, do what feels right for you!!
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Troy said:
Jake and Josh…you father was truly one of a kind..he will be missed RIP Capt Phil Harris..
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Barbara Barrows said:
Josh & Jacob,
My prayers are with you boys. I lost my dad 8 years ago. You two just keep reaching for the stars and you’ll do your dad proud. Just keep up the good work and you’ll go far.
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ARTURO HERNÁNDEZ PADILLA said:
JAKE AND JOSH: THIS IS YOUR FRIEND FROM MÉXICO CITY, GIVING YOU A INVITATHION, TO VISIT MÉXICO CITY.
LET ME TELL YOU, THAT YOU BOTH HAVE A LOT OF FANS DOWUN HERE IN MY COUNTRY.
HAVE TO TELL YOU, THAT I LEAVED UP THER IN CORDOVA ALASKA, FROM 1980, TO 1990. WORKED, FOR CHUGACH FISHERIES, RELUCTANT FISHERMAN, BLACK SHEEP, ALASKAN HOTEL, NORTH PACIFIC, BAYSIDES,
SANT ELIAS, MORPAC,ETC,ETC EXXON OIL SPILL IN 1989 TO.
SOME OF MY FRIENDS ARE CUCA MC BRIDE, BOB ANDERSON, TOMAS ANDERSON FROM CORDOVA RADIO SHAK, ANGELICA ANDERSON, PETE OKX, JIM POOR, DICK BORER, MIKE NOONAN, BILL MELGUIN, OSCAR BROWN, ETC.
MY FIRS TIME IN CORDOVA ALASKA, WAS WITH MR. CARLOS COMPARAN BUILDING BOATS.
WELL MY FRIENDS THIS IS MY MAIL, IF YOU WANTS TO SEND ME AMAIL.
YOUR MEXICAN FRIEN ARTURO HÉRNANDEZ PADILLA. akacentoya@yahoo.com.mx
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Barry Gossett said:
Jake and Josh. I lost my younger son last year. My older son said to me (At least I can carry on my fathers life with Travis helping.) Follow your own dreams and desires for the remainder of your lives. I do not want my son to be me! Follow your heart and your father and all of your fans will respect you for whatever you choose for your life. I would be proud of whatever my sons chose to do.
God bless your family and freinds.
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Jeremiah said:
I think capt. Phil is on all our minds.we miss him every day and it tears me up to see him and how he was always on top of the situation.You guys do him proud everyday so stay on top of your situation and he can guide you from the big wheelhouse.
Stay strong and on your toes never know when the next big waves coming.
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Angela Burns said:
OMG, I just found out yesterday that Capt. Phil had passed away. I am so far behind. I absolutely loved the man and took it very hard. It felt like a member of my family was gone. Josh and Jake, my thoughts and prayers are with you. Please take care of yourself and make your father proud. I love both of you as well as all the deckhands and would be heart broken if you guys didn’t return to “Deadliest Catch”. Don’t know really if I would watch it. Please, let me see you again.
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Geckos2005 said:
To Family Friend…. U r correct in that pressuring the brothers is unfair & plain cruel. They need to do what is best for them not us. Were u rude in ur posting? Perhaps harsh but not sure it rated rude.
To those pressuring & threatening to boys to keep the boat on the show and get back to work. Leave them alone! If they want to stay on the boat then so be it. Let it be their choice.
To Josh & Jake. Hope each day gets a little better for u. Ur dad would want nothing but the best for you and has probably had that convo with each of u at some point. Remember he will always be there in your hearts cheering you on! I admit my hope that if u choose to not return that u check in from time to time. I’d like to know u guys are okay & following your dreams.
Take care and u are in my thoughts each and every day.
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Mike G said:
I’m really at a loss for words. I’m so sorry.
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John said:
Your father destroyed himself from the inside out.
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Wil said:
See, its jerks like the moron above me that makes this world such a messed up place to live in.
Nice comment ignorant idiot, the man is gone, so why dont we just extremate on his grave while were at it?
Sound good John, you worthless low life scum bag.
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Annette said:
My heart hurts and my eyes fill with water everytime in see or think about Phil- and I never met him. This is very strange for me. I just can’t imagine “Catch” without the Coniela Marie. That would be strange too. Hoping for the best for all involved.
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Mary said:
Hi Jake and Josh,
OH I sure hope it will be possible to see the Cornelia Marie sail again with the both of you and the entire crew that Captain Phil had when he was captain. I dont think I can watch DC if the Cornelia is not sailing, would miss Phil to much.
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walt said:
josh and jake my thoughts go out to u your dad was and awsome man he loved u guys so much he will be missed in my heart may god bless you and the cm crew fish on my brothers.
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Darlene Kimsey said:
Dear Josh and Jake:
Thank you for sharing your father with us. Thank you for taking a very private moment in a families life and allowing us, the fans, to be there with you with our thoughts and our prayers. I remember the first show and knew I was hooked. We know that the there is still business to take care of and we hope that Discovery will allow us to share those moments with you.
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Jenny Davis said:
Your dad reminded me of my father who passed away a few years ago. His stubbornness, to the point, FY kind of attitude was my dad to a “T.” The way he talked about dying and that he knew it was getting close was exactly what my father did. Watching your father was like watching my own. I am sorry for your loss. I never met your dad but he will be truly missed.
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Rick Scott said:
Look I been reading all these post and I think we all would love to see the boys of CM come back but if they don’t want to we all need to understand that I’m sure going back on that boat and there dad not being there is a hard task but for the guy calling himself family friend you shouldn’t get on here and talk crap to people just because they want the boys to come back I doubt your anything to the family you sound like a blog busy body that likes to put there 2 cents in on everything you read on the Internet you say not to push the boys to come back and I don’t think anyone is pushing them they have become part of alot of familys all over the world the are American Icons and you sound like you don’t want them to come back but I don’t think there dad raised them to be quitters look he was sick as Hell and he couldn’t wait to get back on that boat and I’m sure if you could ask Phil right now he’d say he wanted them to carry on I think they need to take there time yes but to quit because there dad ain’t there he wouldn’t of wanted that he wasn’t a quitter and I’m sure he didn’t want his boys to be you could see in his eyes they made him proud and I’m sure he don’t want them to quit living life just because he’s gone he loved them and if they don’t come back to fishing they still need to live there lives I don’t think Phil would force them to be fishermen I think he would want them to be the best at anything they do because that’s what made him proud that they became men hard working men and for you family friend to be on here saying it’s ok to use Phils passing as a excuse to give up on life and to quit being the Men he was proud of them being then you really don’t know the man because giving up was not a option for Phil and I’m sure he don’t want his boys to give up either. To Jake and Josh I’m sorry for your loss I really am and if I never see you on the show again you will be missed but don’t give up on life guys you guys are the sons of a great man and I see him in both of you good luck on whatever you do in life and give it your best because that’s the men your dad was proud of I don’t think it was the Crab fishermen you were that made him proud I think it was the Men you became is what mattered to him.
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Laura C said:
I just have this to say. Family Friend.Which I really doubt that you are. Because In all of the years knowing the Harris’ They would never treat fans the way that you are. So I am sure that you are not posting their feelings at all. And you may have met them but friends I doubt. Because I don’t see Phil around such a negative person. And as far as the boy’s go they will decide what they want to do in their own time. And in their own way. And yes, Phil did want the boys to take over the boat one day. He looked forward to that. We know that the fans care about the boys and they are just stating their thoughts. After all that is what this is about. So get off your high horse and let people talk about what they want. We all miss Phil and wish the best for the family. And thank you all for your good wishes and prayers.
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justin thyme said:
I just started watching Deadliest Catch this year. Like many I quickly became fascinated and a loyal viewer.
Just tonight watching the “After the Catch” I learned about Captain Phil Harris’ passing. I knew he wasn’t well, but still I was shocked. Guess I like to think he is always out there somewhere.
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PAIGE said:
john you have some serious mental issues to say something like that about someone whi has just passed away, who was a great captain whom you didnt even know!!!!! how dare you! GET A LIFE
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Chris R said:
I just found out that your father passed away. I think I’m still in a state of shock, I can’t even imagine how you boys must feel. This is a huge loss, your father will be missed.
Celebrities come and go all the time but very few have the ability to touch the hearts of so many as your father obviously did. He was the heart and soul of the show, the real deal.
One thing that was very apparent on the show starting day 1, is how much your father cared about and loved you boys….even beyond the addiction, the mistakes, the words that may have been exchanged, he loved you.
That’s what made your dad so special. As parents we could all feel the connection, the love, and the pride he had for you boys. Not only could you feel it, you could see it in his eyes.
Your dad wasn’t afraid to live even if it meant sharing his life with the world. He never seemed to do anything half-assed. He laid out his heart and soul for all to see. That is why it is so hard to say goodbye. He created a connection that made you feel you had been friends for years.
My perception is he died doing what he loved with the ones he loved and if you ask me that’s a pretty good way to go.
Whatever you decide to do, your dad’s right, you gotta want it. I’m routing for you guys to find that ‘it’.
Captain Phil you will be missed…but never forgotten.
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April said:
Jake and Josh I am so sorry for your loss and I wish the best for the both of you no matter how much we would all love to see you return to the CM you need to do it for you. I hope you two brighter futures health and happiness. Good Luck and we will all miss Phil.
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Thomas P. said:
Why does everyone think just because they watch an edited television show that they are in a position to know anything? I find it insulting to hear you people argue with each other and none of this even happened to me. If anything all you know-it-alls would make me want to leave the show. Seeing as 99% of what actually happened wound up on the cutting room floor who do you people think you are? Nobody knows anything unless you were there. Watch the show, enjoy i, and be thankful for what you have. Dont pretend to know how anyone is feeling but yourself. and that guy Rick Scott…..you wrote about a page worth of nonsense, which is your right, and you used 1 period. That whole mess of nonsense was two sentences. Your ignorance is not only hilarious but its down right frightening. If you want to be taken seriously learn how to write
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Greg S. said:
May God bless you Josh, Jake and family. Look to him for guidence.
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Kathy said:
I have really enjoyed watching the show. I lost my grandfather 33 years ago. I still miss him every day. Fortunately I still have my grandmother, his wife. She is 99 now and gets around really well and still lives by herself. I know how you are both feeling. It does get better with time but you will always miss your dad.
I wish the both of you the best of luck in what ever you decide to do.
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Steve said:
We were shocked to hear of Phil’s passing. We knew that he had health issues, but didn’t realize that they were that serious. It’s not easy losing a parent, especially as young as Captain Phil. Our condolences, Josh and Jake. Just remember that your Dad loved you both and he wasn’t afraid to say it. Keep Cornelia Marie in the hunt as a tribute to your Dad; he’d want it that way. Fair winds and following seas my young sailors.
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Heidi L said:
I have been mourning the loss of Capt Phil for weeks now (I was late in hearing of the news myself), and watching each episode almost makes we want to cry when you hear of his love for his boys, his job, and how even he knew he wasn’t going to be around much longer. Last night’s show made me want to cry. I’ve read every comment, but no one has mentioned Jake yet.
Jake, please, if you haven’t already, get help for your addiction, get better and be the man (fisherman or not) that your father so wanted you to be. We all know it’s possible, your Dad did drugs at one point in his life as he often admitted, so we know you can still be as great a man as he was.
I’m praying for your family, that you are lead to the paths you should take, that the healing that has begun continues, and that Jake gets the help he needs.
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TeresaC said:
I’m surprised no one is talking about last nights show. You could have knocked me over with a feather! I never saw that coming.
I can’t even imagine how horrible Jake must feel, this being one of the last inter-actions with his dad. I know it’s easier said than done, but try not to let this ruin all the wonderful things he said about you Jake. Yes, you disappointed him, but he would have got passed it and helped you, out of love. You know he would have. We have all had conversations with people that would devastate us if it was the last thing said.
I know nothing I can say will relieve your guilt, but you know, and we all know, he loved you unconditionally, flaws and all. He would NEVER want you to suffer the feelings you must have.
Don’t you all agree? Especially people that have children. Haven’t you had conversations with your children that you would HATE to be one of the last things said? Wouldn’t you want that child to put that out of their head, and remember all the good thing?
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Patti said:
I saw last nights show. I was totally blown away. Jake I hope that you are getting help. Don’t let it run your life anymore. Rise about it. You brothers need to stick together.
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chris said:
capt. phil reminded me alot of my old man ,god rest both their souls….”get busy livin,or get busy dyin”…sail safe corneila marie
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paul from ny said:
it is a sad day …
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Natalie said:
Captain Phil was the best. I will miss seeing him on the CM sooo much…
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EThorner said:
Condolences to Sons and Fishermen friends of Capt Phil. He was my favorite. Too young – the boys still need parenting. I would not wish such a loss on two young boys. I cannot even say I understand your loss. God bless you guys. You are the hardest working, most brave men in the world! Love you guys. Miss your dad so much.
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taxguy said:
Jake, if your read this post get some help, then get on with your life. Those of us who have battled this addiction knows that its a tough one to get under control. But it can be controlled and you can be as succesfull as you ever wanted to be. I have been clean for over 2 years yet still take medication to control but no longer seek which is huge. I started taking pain pills because of pain then very quickly was taking them just to feel normal and operate. I had no clue I was changing the chemistry in my brain to the point I would never be the same person after stopping. Your not alone and you can use your posistion to help so many others just by educating people.
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Robert said:
I was absolutely stunned by Phil’s passing and it gave me pause about why I care so much about people I have never met. Here are my thoughts.
These men and their profession are the genuine article in a world full of lies, liars, frauds and phonies. You can’t catch crab with charm, or calm a Bering Sea storm with bull crap. You can’t hide who and what you are from men who live on the edge and the simple truths that separate a real man from a pretender.
They endure the sometimes unendurable, and do it with style, humor, and the determination of a man intent on driving his head through a wall – and then does it! They risk death to feed their families and will not abide a slacker or a coward.
Such men are tried by fire, and when weighed in the balance, they are not found wanting. Perhaps that is why I admire them so much. They are an example of what we all ought to be.
God bless and keep them all safe. Phil, I’ll light candles for you and your boys.
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Conchetta said:
My hear is hurting for you Jake and Josh I cd lost my father he was the light of my world. Lifes a little dim
after that I hope Jake u get a
little help from. A program dr s have list sof ones u can pick that right for
u just try and get your issue s dealt with properly. And after that I think u ll know wether the boat is where u goin to feel like the place u need to be for u. Go with ur gut son god will give
an answer or it lol come from dad. Bless you guys just get right that more important that bein on the show much as u will be missed unBelIevbly!!!! Hang in there. Love an d peace